Wednesday, December 21, 2011

Almost a week without Mom here..

So it seems like things are NEVER gonna be the same,
 when i think about it.

There not.

But...i must move on, find peace and comfort
through this all..

I never realized how much my mother meant to this town,
but
when mom was sick and laying in the ICU, we received SO MANY
phone calls, texts, facebook messages.
At times it was very VERY overwhelming..i just wanted to be alone,
but I'm thankful i never was during the time.

While we were at the Funeral home marking arrangements for Moms
burial, A Few Girls came in, and  made
Me My SIS and Nawnaw this sweater jacket

isn't that so so nice??
Also they designed some shirts for the town to wear.
and u can also get it in Black shirt with Pink Lettering.

isn't it awesome, how much my mother was loved and respected in this town.
The Doctor a few months ago had asked my mother to be
a motivational speaker for cancer survivor's..
she never got the chance to share her word with the world.


one thing i want to share with u is this,

Monday after her Funeral she left us with this AMAZING
PINK RAINBOW

MAYBE IT WAS MY MOTHER TELLING ME

"Everything is fine baby girl's, momma loves u"

I'm still trying to cope, and make my life more better.
one thing my mother taught me was
to NEVER EVER GIVE UP,
ALWAYS LIVE FOR YOURSELF,
FIGHT LIKE A GIRL.

My Mother's body may have given up,
but her spirit and soul will always be here with me.

Like the other day, while i was in my sisters room,
i thought my sister had walked into the living room.

NO ONE THERE.
who was it? was it just a shadow?
I like to think it was Mom


Now, i must go get more coffee, and do a few things around town

See yall soon! :)

xoxo