Almost a year gone..

Mom-

 

Friday will be your Birthday, you would be turning 51 on that day. Not a day

goes by i wish you were here with me.

 

 

As the days go by and months pass, i still wish i could hear

your voice, or the smell of your burnt tanned skinned after u have been tanning in

the tanning bed.

 

 

I wish i could come see u and have our weekly family dinners,

and our monthly weekly trips to the mall.

 

My heart cries for u everyday..

 

I see my son, and see how much ur missing. Then I remind myself you

already see it all, you see him when i cant, while he is at school or a friends house.

 You watch over him for me when i can't..

 

 

Your missed everday, i wish there was a stairway to heaven..

I would come see u everyday..we all know thats not possible.

 

 

atleast the memories and photos are there, but sometimes its not even enough..

 

sometimes i get mad at the Big man up stairs and ask him WHY!

why couldnt a miracle happen.. its happens EVERYDAY to people.

Why must u have choosen her..

why not the drug dealer down the road?

or the rapist who has been on the run?

 

or what about the all the killers?

 

 

 

I often ask myself these things but, think to myself.

He NEEDED my mom, he needed her there because of her strength and love for others.

 

i needed her too, tho.

 

more then she will know.





 

 

 once again CANCER SUCKS!!!!!!!

 

 

I miss u mom. with all my love-

your daughter

Amy Lee